So good news, not preggers!
Must be some sort of stomach bug. Because I am still feeling very weird and queasy. I feel like I'm gonna throw up at random points of the day.
*sigh* I've been very unhealthy and I have to find my way out of it. I find it very hard to motivate myself and make myself make healthy choices, let alone lose weight. Lately though I've just felt..bad. I get sore really easy and I feel sluggish and tired. Charles has been losing a lot of weight and he is doing really well, I want to be able to keep up with him and have a normal, healthy, active relationship.
I just feel like no matter how hard I try I've done this so many times before and I have always failed. Something has got to give, I am getting way too big.
April 15 2009, 22:47:07 UTC 3 years ago
dont give up on yourself, keep making healthy choices and you'll see some results. it just takes time.
April 17 2009, 13:21:07 UTC 3 years ago
Crystal Light has these little drink mix packages with energy boosts in it and my coworkers swear by them. They are all addicted and say they don't make them crash. I'm going to give them a try. Just to get some energy so I can start making healthy choices and get moving around.
April 17 2009, 01:51:47 UTC 3 years ago
I'm sorry dear :(
Don't worry about the weight loss right now, you've been sickies. Focus on it when you're feeling better, it'll add to the renewed feeling.
I'd say the first thing to do is a reduced meat diet (since I know you'll never go veg, despite the immense health benefits when done right and not just by eating cheese pizza >.>)
I have plenty ideas and recipies and stuff...perhaps you let me know you're interested, and I'll share with you?
I'm with you on that. I could barely put on clothes I looked damn good in last year. Gotta get serious.
April 17 2009, 13:31:00 UTC 3 years ago
I would love to hear your ideas and recipies. Anything that will get me eating more veggies is a great help. That is my biggest problem! I think if I could cook it would help to, I can just never think of anything to make because I've never learned how to cook. My mom and boyfriend can just throw together stuff out of nowhere but when they ask me to make dinner or help think of something, I just can't. My mind just doesn't know how to think in terms of cooking and recipies and what foods compliment each other. But yeah! Gimmie all your ideas! Just no mushrooms or onions involved! lol.
I bought a recumbent bike for my room and sat it facing the tv. I've just been feeling so sick and sore and tired I haven't been using it. I gotta start riding it while I watch my NCIS marathons every night after work. (4 hours of NCIS, its like I'm in heaven)
April 19 2009, 06:34:25 UTC 3 years ago
I know how ya feel about the weight thing. I've lost, er, two pounds since I've started working again and now I'm on this kick to lose more. But ofcourse my body always aches like I'm a 90 year old and any food thats even a little healthy for me, I can't stand. Plus, since I've gained weight my boobies got a little bigger and I'm not willing to part with them, haha.